[Starting tomorrow, 11/27, I will publish one story from the book each day of Advent until Christmas Eve. Please spread the word. -Craig]
-Advent is a season observed in
many Western Christian churches as a time of expectant waiting and preparation
for the celebration of the Nativity of Jesus at Christmas. The term is a
version of the Latin word meaning "coming".
Latin adventus is the translation
of the Greek word parousia, commonly used to refer to the Second Coming of
Christ. For Christians, the season of Advent anticipates the coming of Christ
from three different perspectives. "Since the time of Bernard of Clairvaux
(d.1153) Christians have spoken of the three comings of Christ: in the flesh in
Bethlehem, in our hearts daily, and in glory at the end of time." The
season offers the opportunity to share in the ancient longing for the coming of
the Messiah, and to be alert for his Second Coming. -
Tomorrow begins Advent.
Seven years ago, right about this
time of year, I was having some discussions with my daughter about Christmas
and Advent. It was the first year that she no longer believed in Santa Claus. At
least not in a physical visit from the old elf. And as it turned out, it was
the last year we would do an Advent calendar together.
I used to buy two identical
Advent calendars for her. She kept one at my house and one at her mom’s. When
she was with me she would open a door each night and we would talk about what
lay behind it. When she was at her mom’s. she would do the same, but while on
the phone with me. It was one of my favorite traditions and it dated back to my
own childhood. I was not raised Catholic or Orthodox, but we had a cardboard
Advent Calendar each year. They were magical. Each day drew me one day closer
to Christmas. As a child, I didn’t understand the significance of the calendar,
or of Advent, but I loved the excitement. I wanted to keep this tradition alive
with my own daughter and I managed to do so for ten years.
But Christmas 2009 was different.
I had been homeless for over a
year by that point. The previous year was not my year to have her for the holiday
anyway so it never became a problem. But 2009 was my turn, and I had nowhere to
go. We usually go home to the Philadelphia area for Christmas, but the weeks
leading up were always festive at my house and this year that would not be the
case. I was homeless. We could not decorate my house. There was nowhere to hang
the Advent calendar. And I needed that Advent more that year than ever before.
Adventus.
It means “coming.”
Jesus. The Messiah, He was
coming.
The ancient world ached for His
arrival. The people of Israel had been hounded and scattered and oppressed for
centuries. They were under the Roman thumb as they watched and waited for their
Deliverer. When He came, they didn’t recognize Him. He was illegitimate. He was
poor. He was from the wrong side of the tracks. His life was greeted with
whispers and scandal and outrage. He would spend his days lonely,
misunderstood, attacked, beloved, betrayed, and finally murdered. His story
would be altogether tragic had it not been for the Resurrection.
But none of that was known in
those days leading up to His arrival in Bethlehem. Nobody knew what the future
held for this little baby, born in a cave where sheep had been bedding down
only hours before. This little boy whose mother claimed she was still a virgin,
and that the child’s father was God Himself. This teenaged girl and her loving
husband who must have been in turmoil inside. How could he not be? He wasn’t sure
about Mary’s story about God being this baby’s father but he knew one thing…he was not. Yet he loved her and so he
stayed married to her and decided to be obedient to the angel that bore the
message from God, and raise this child as his own.
The world was convulsing and
wrestling that night. The Romans had taken control of the region. They were in
league with local rulers who cut deals for their own power and advancement. The
People of Israel were weary. Mary was almost ready to have this baby. Joseph
was poor. The houses were all full. There was only a cave.
Adventus.
He is coming…
He is coming. He is making His
way here, to take on flesh and walk among us for thirty-three years. To feel
what we feel. To sweat, to weep, to laugh, to teach. To heal and to make whole.
Those are two different things. You can heal a wound or an illness. You can
make someone whole who isn’t broken on the outside, but on the inside. And He
was coming to save us. To save us from the sin that condemned us.
He came to die.
This was God. God in the flesh.
Not just any flesh…baby flesh. Tiny,
helpless, approachable, unassuming. Had you or I been there that night, and had
we somehow wandered into that cave, we might have looked at the teenaged mom
and asked, “Mary…could I hold Him?” What if she said “yes?” What if she placed
that little form in your arms and you went breathless as he moved gently, and
slept as you held Him? What if the whole history of man was laying there
wrapped in those rags that night, and you were holding Him? What if you knew
the outcome and destiny of His life on the very night it began? Would that
change you? Would you be different? Would you view God differently if you could
have held Him in your arms when he was a baby?
I think the answer is yes.
Seven years ago, when I was a
broken man, homeless, hopeless, bewildered, and under the cruel thumb of an
economy that would not relent, I needed an Advent. I needed to anticipate His
coming. I needed to be there on that night…the night where history breaks in
two as cleanly as a saltine cracker.
Before Him and After Him.
I wrote the first story on
November 28, 2009. I wrote one each day thereafter for the entire Advent season
that year. They came in spurts. One each day. Each one came so fast I could
barely write them down sometimes. Each one oved me deeply and made me think
about Jesus at Christmas in ways I never had before.
These stories became a book, “The
Ragamuffin’s Christmas.” This year, in a world that needs these stories more
than ever, I have decided to publish them again, the way I did that first year.
Free on the internet. One each day on my blog. I hope there will be folks out
there who need these stories. I hope they find them.
He is coming. He approaches us
once again. The Nativity set has been taken from storage, the trees are going
up, the music announces His birth. He is, once again…everywhere.
This has been a hard year for me
and my daughter, much as it was that first year when these stories were new. I
know I need an Advent this year. I hope that, while I am on this journey yet
again this season, there will be others who join me. I hope that, come
Christmas morning, as I kneel in the manger of my heart, I find myself
surrounded by other travelers at this stable. Others who, like me, have been
shipwrecked here and found ourselves revived by the cry of a tiny babe.
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